A days journey: 

     I thought I had it all figured out yesterday.  My wants, wishes, desires, including directions to and fro, all placed like little ducks in a neat little row. But today proved to be another kick Mary-Michael Jackson in the teeth again. It wouldn't  have been so bad if my travels didn't take me sooo far out in Mississippi territory,like we left Defiance and wound up in Idaho, or some place waaaaaaay out in farm country. First of all I traveled quite a ways away from where I thought I was actually going. The trip itself was ok in familiar surroundings, for awhile anyway. Then as I continued on my way the familiarity of my surroundings quickly deminished as I ran into rustic barns and crackled paint on run down tenament homes abandoned trailors and  unkept apartment complexes. Even their school house looked like it was built in 1899, shaped like an old odd shaped steppled church in the middle of no where. But i tell you I still continued on my journey to get it while the getting was good, hmm so i thought. I was very upset when i got there to learn the tables were turned on me and my trip was all in vain. They did not come close to giving me what they claimed i was already predetermined beyond a doubt to go home with, once i make that long journey to finish up what had already started the previous day. I am so tired of being disillusioned on a pretense of having things already in my favor to acquire without any reservations. Upon arriving it's always the old bait and switch tactic, the oldest trick in the book and i always seem to be the sucker that's always getting licked until the chocolate center is all but chewed up. 
My  "Dodge Journey" vehicle will be closer than a days journey away when it's my time to receive Gods wonderful blessing. I do believe if it's my time to recieve a blessing everything will line up in my favor, in order for the blessing to come into fruition. That is Gods favor working in my life. So I count today's experience a joyous occasion because I know my blessing is coming and it will be better than what I thought was my blessing today with the Dodge Journey. What's for me is for me and what I do not receive is not for me. Gods blessings will be confirmed that it's from Him.